Saturday, January 23, 2010

Vs.

It's no secret why we as humans avoid going against the grain. Quite simply, it's easier.

While moving with the current doesn't always lead us in the right direction, it allows us to avoid ruffling any feathers, risking failure and making things complicated. It allows us to blend in.

I spent the first 20 years of my life doing just that. Blending in. Don't get me wrong, life wasn't half bad. It allowed me to take the decision out of my life and allowed me to follow the paths of those that I thought had it all together. I had convinced myself I was brought into the world to be a follower and a failure. Why change fate?

At some point when I wasn't looking, others saw something in me I hadn't yet recognized in myself. From that moment on, I began to rotate. I began swimming up stream.

It didn't take long for me to realize the harder the leap, the more incredible the landing. Unfortunately, I assumed what God had planned for me vs. asking Him.

My plight for 13.1 is no different. Unfortunately most of the opposition I face comes from within myself.

Staying late at work drafting rate sheets and handling follow ups vs. Leaving for the gym to get closer to the finish line.

Rolling through the drive-thru for an easy lunch vs. Staying up late to cook and prepare all of my meals for the following day

But I smile at the vs. For that weight we so often face is the true catapult we are given. The true chance for us to rotate and keep swimming up stream.

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3 comments:

  1. MAYBE WE ARE ALL LEADERS AND FOLLOWERS AT DIFFERENT TIMES IN OUR LIVES! THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU USE TO FOLLOW, THEY NOW FOLLOW, AND YOU MY DEAR LEAD!
    I AM HAPPY TO HEAR YOU ARE CHOOSING THE OPPOSITE OF PAST CHOICES. THE ONLY WAY TO CHANGE IS TO CHANGE!!!!!!!!
    SO SIMPLE YET SO DIFFICULT!
    KEEP SWIMMING, YOU NO LONGER WILL BE SO FAR BEHIND YOU THINK YOU ARE FIRST,YOU WILL BE FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I LOVE YOU A BUSHEL AND A PECK!!!!!!!

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  2. Keep swimming upstream, my dear. Those who really love you are right behind you, ready to give a push or some CPR to your heart, if need be. And when you get to the crest, you can float all the way downstream enjoying all you worked so hard to achieve and we will be there as well, applauding your efforts! You go girl!!!!!

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  3. Two incrdible women. Two incredible journeys. Thank you both for being a part of mine. I love you very much.

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